From the JAMZ website.. BIO

People always ask me, (and for some reason they are usually yelling when they say it) who are you, where did you come from.. Well, I wrote a story 'bout it..like to hear it here it goes...
My parents were entreprenuing souls, so about a year after they were married they went into the pool business. But materials were expensive so they generally dug the pools rather shallow and lined them with bubble wrap. Which led to the explosion.... The judge says I'm not allowed to talk about that.
I was born in the back of a digger.. you know, one of those ones like you see at construction sites. Well, that sparked my fondness of stones, pebbles and other sedimentary creatures.
Growing up I spent alot of time chasing my 2 older brothers, along with countless numbers of frogs, turtles and hummingbirds. I started dance classes when I was 3 and was featured on Pee Wee's Playhouse *the dream version*.




I enjoy reading, making music and contemplating life. I also enjoy cardboard boxes. I mean, they are just so darn symetrical. Additionally, i enjoy cameras, website maintainence and emu's.
Ever since my release from the "home" I have been so busy. If I'm not in the studio I'm usually at a riverbank somewhere feeding the small woodland animals.

Ja Rule Twitter Hack 12.14.10

Following ongoing beef with 50 Cent, and his being sentanced to 2 years for weapons related charges, Ja Rule's twitter account was hacked the other day, and the alleged tweets have since been removed from his profile.... HERE THEY ARE. in reverse order.
I dont know who hacked the account, some say it was 50 Cent, or someone working for him. It doesnt matter. it was a childish move. Ja Rule is a talented man, as is 50. so, GROW UP.
DECEMBER 14, 2010

I can't even get a check by my name. Twitter hating. :-( about 2 hours ago via TweetCaster
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My daughter don't even respect me about 2 hours ago via TweetCaster
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I beat off to Tony yayo voice about 2 hours ago via TweetCaster
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Irv used to give me backshots about 2 hours ago via TweetCaster
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I'd suck @tygas dick about 3 hours ago via TweetCaster
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@tyga if I was u I would spit in that nigga face knock em out the piss on him lol!!! @50cent u sucka lol... about 3 hours ago via TwitBird
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This coward @50cent hackin my page is some sucker shit that's y you'll never be half the man your mother was!!! about 3 hours ago via TwitBird
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My new album is crazy get ready boys n girls or don't I really don't give a fuck!!! about 3 hours ago via TwitBird
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Y'all created a monster!!! (Evil grin)... about 3 hours ago via TwitBird
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Get it for me... about 3 hours ago via TwitBird
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Y'all can hack my shit all y'all want still won't change the fact that @50cent is GAY your BROKE and I'm headed to jail see y'all in 2 lol!! about 4 hours ago via TwitBird
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@UPTOWNHARRYO nigga shut your ass up about 4 hours ago via web in reply to UPTOWNHARRYO
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this nigga ja rule rude, i aint clicked sign out yet blood about 4 hours ago via web
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ja rule, tell @offthatop thank you for your account back nigga about 4 hours ago via web
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@ihatekatstacks pussy probably smell like @50cent breath!!! #Gunsmoke lmfao...... about 4 hours ago via TwitBird
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@tyga dont even care about his mom she still in the hood 14721 S Normandie Ave, Apt 3 Gardena, CA 90247-2963 (310) 324-4034" about 4 hours ago via web
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@Daphya a lil promo for her mixtape "Do-It-Yourself" droppin Dec. 24th O about 4 hours ago via web
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@offthatop was here #rubberducky #crayons....Jeffery your password been reset to normal, have fun in jail nigga about 4 hours ago via web
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@50cent asshole is the size of 2 quarters lmfao!!! about 4 hours ago via TwitBird
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Eminems-go to Sleep hurt me, i started popping xanax 12 times a day, and i tried to hang my self with my shoe laces about 4 hours ago via web
1. @ihatekatstacks should do the world a favor and get her pussy sown shut lmao!!! about 4 hours ago via TwitBird
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the only thang murder inc killed was my career about 4 hours ago via web
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@DJWhooKid please do a mixtape with me about 4 hours ago via web
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@BusaBusss i miss you man, please do a song with me about 4 hours ago via web
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@BusaBusss im sorry i invloved you about 4 hours ago via web
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@MurderInc i dont click links @offthatop about 4 hours ago via web in reply to MurderInc
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@EpicRu is irv gotti twitter, tell that nigga he owe me 50 bucks in royalties about 4 hours ago via web
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@50cent is fucking Dennis Rodman wit his pimpin curly wig on!!! about 4 hours ago via TwitBird
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damn i dont even have a wiki page #ilost about 4 hours ago via web
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maybe i should follow loon and turn muslim, then people will write articles about me about 4 hours ago via web
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@KiDClue0822 call me about 4 hours ago via web in reply to KiDClue0822
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irv gotti stomach bigger then my career about 4 hours ago via web
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ashanti sideburns lasted longer then my career about 4 hours ago via web
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i wonder if i could be a spokes person for cialis about 4 hours ago via web
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@tyga dont even care about his mom she still in the hood 14721 S Normandie Ave, Apt 3 Gardena, CA 90247-2963 (310) 324-4034 about 4 hours ago via web
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@clbobe obviously not if your still tweeting to me about 4 hours ago via web in reply to clbobe
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@MrMIpresents actually that was a lie on my behalf about 5 hours ago via web in reply to MrMIpresents
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@GUNPLAYDONLOGAN i had more retweets today then u got album sales nigga about 5 hours ago via web
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@GUNPLAYDONLOGAN aye when you known as an actual rapper not just the guy who did coke on video then get @50cent about 5 hours ago via web
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RT @DarkSkintJesus Kang I want everyone on #teamfollowback to know that I have the ability to slap my own ass with my dicc #nohomo

1. damn ma$E called me back last week to tell me to leave him alone about 5 hours ago via web
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i tried to do an album in auto tune and broke the damn machine about 5 hours ago via web
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@VibeMagazine @offthatop is responsible #rubberducky about 5 hours ago via web
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@virgo_de_azul call me boo, ill act tough on the phone and perform my hit single clap back about 5 hours ago via web in reply to virgo_de_azul
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RT @Mackz93 this http://bit.ly/fbkgJs about 5 hours ago via web
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@Ruleyork follow me back http://twitpic.com/3fv8pt about 5 hours ago via Twitter for Android in reply to Ruleyork Retweeted by Ruleyork
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@JONDARAPPER 201.312.5433 is my number nmpirerecords@gmail.com or my personal email ruleyork@me.com about 5 hours ago via web in reply to JONDARAPPER
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damn, i just tried to call my nigga beanie, and he didnt know who i was about 5 hours ago via web
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call me im lonley 201.312.5433 about 5 hours ago via web
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damn i gotta figure out away to get into PC, lemme holler @shyne about 5 hours ago via web
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follow @offthatop cuz he a real nigga #rubberducky @allhiphopcom about 5 hours ago via web
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damn i coudlnt even get a clothing line about 5 hours ago via web
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@201.312.5433 #201.312.5433 about 5 hours ago via web
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201.312.5433 about 5 hours ago via web
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201.312.5433 im tired of twittering, this is ja rules cell phone number about 5 hours ago via web
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hopefully people will forget about me when im in prison then i can change my name to 3pac about 5 hours ago via web
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Rt @akaTheBridge The Bridge In The Morning" http://bit.ly/gptkRA about 5 hours ago via web
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follow @GrizzlySwag he be blogging and shit yo, his blogs get more hits then i get album sales about 5 hours ago via web
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@HovaWitness nigga i cant even get signed to g unit for free about 5 hours ago via web in reply to HovaWitness
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i tried to grow my hair out like justin bieber, and ran up into jive about 5 hours ago via web

1. @balo4torres i dunno ashanti has blocked me from life about 6 hours ago via web in reply to balo4torres
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@iamAButta @BroadwayJaye it was @offthatop retweet about 6 hours ago via web in reply to iamAButta
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i cant even get people to download my albums illegaly about 6 hours ago via web
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all radio station play Dynamite Music "When They See Me" download it here http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WJYmR9_JAq8 about 6 hours ago via web
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def jam offices wont even let me use that bathroom about 6 hours ago via web
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@UPTOWNHARRYO your lamer then me, shut the fuck up about 6 hours ago via web in reply to UPTOWNHARRYO
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This shit is too easy #Thepuppetmaster hi new Followers!!! Lmao... about 6 hours ago via TwitBird
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@Maci_Cruz @50cent @itsbizkit or @offthatop about 6 hours ago via web in reply to Maci_Cruz
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people cant read, like i cant rap or they would know @offthatop is da man no homo #rubberducky... anyways i got my g unit snuggie about 6 hours ago via web
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im probably the only rapper @ihateKatStacks wouldnt fuck about 6 hours ago via web
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if you aint following@offthatop, you gonna end up where im at, i cant even get an ad in the back of xxl #rubberducky about 6 hours ago via web
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i think lil mo got the tightest pussy in the game, i think she does like 60 keagles an hour about 6 hours ago via web
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fat joe wish his fat ass could lean back about 6 hours ago via web
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@dynamizzy fuck you bitch" about 6 hours ago via web
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them niggas better put me on suicide watch for two years about 6 hours ago via web
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fat joe pulled me off lean back for eminem about 6 hours ago via web
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@chrisblackk shut up nigga i cut you off years ago and you still followme around, ur never gonna make it about 6 hours ago via web in reply to chrisblackk
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puffy hasnt returned my calls since 2007 about 6 hours ago via web
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Damn i just realized ive only been on 2 major tours my entire career the rest i was just a second act :( and my movies all sucked :( about 6 hours ago via web
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@Kain_N_Lynch your a never was.damn i win for once about 6 hours ago via web in reply to Kain_N_Lynch

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Why people say i look like a squirell? i think i look like a badger to be honest about 6 hours ago via web
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im the one who told ashanti that woman shouldnt have sideburns about 6 hours ago via web
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#rubberduckywashere @offthatop ;-) about 6 hours ago via web
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@eL2Bee @50cent nothing to do with 50 but follow @offthatop #rubberduckywashere about 6 hours ago via web in reply to eL2Bee
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i wish i could wake up every morning feeling like @50cent about 6 hours ago via web
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@offthatop keep up the good work my nigga #crayons #rubberducky about 6 hours ago via web
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RT @Ruleyork My page has been hacked!!! Disregard everything u read... about 6 hours ago via TwitBird
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me and wyclef got into a scuffle in the hit factory, cuz i told him pras was a better artist and actor then he would ever be about 6 hours ago via web
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@CERT_HOOLIGAN so? about 6 hours ago via web in reply to CERT_HOOLIGAN
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@tyga dont even care about his mom she still in the hood 14721 S Normandie Ave, Apt 3 Gardena, CA 90247-2963 (310) 324-4034 about 6 hours ago via web
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@believeinyaboy @50cent happened about 6 hours ago via web in reply to believeinyaboy
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13. realmattyG

@Ruleyork Rule aint braggin just for a retweet from him. lol he made me day about 6 hours ago via web in reply to Ruleyork Retweeted by Ruleyork and 1 other
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14. Kennillionaire

@Ruleyork Rt this.. <=====3 about 6 hours ago via web in reply to Ruleyork Retweeted by Ruleyork and 1 other
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@Ruleyork yo if this really ja sign me to empire and ill make ya some money and murder 50 im sick haha rt me about 6 hours ago via Mobile Web in reply to Ruleyork Retweeted by Ruleyork and 1 other
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Everyone follow @Dynamizzy His A Great Artist. about 6 hours ago via web
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@jadakiss, was scared to diss puffy but he had to cuz ruff ryders threatend to not release his album about 6 hours ago via web
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@TheRealNeeKo shit my speakers stay going hammER about 6 hours ago via web in reply to TheRealNeeKo
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@Ruleyork rt me about 6 hours ago via ÜberTwitter in reply to Ruleyork Retweeted by Ruleyork and 1 other
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@OfficialMissTee bitch when i was in london you had three dicks in you and 2 waiting about 6 hours ago via web in reply to OfficialMissTee
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@HovaWitness suwoooooo about 6 hours ago via web in reply to HovaWitness
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1. on the hard knock life tour memphis bleek got his own dressing room, i had to share with dmx dogs about 6 hours ago via web
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my nigga @SnoopDogg wont even do a song with me about 6 hours ago via web
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@Ruleyork OTT Hit me with a RT. Thanks. about 7 hours ago via TweetDeck in reply to Ruleyork Retweeted by Ruleyork
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@Mysonne1 nigga stick to being a nobody like your boy @noreaga about 7 hours ago via web in reply to Mysonne1
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charlie baltimore gave the best head, i swear to allah about 7 hours ago via web
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@ThaAHHKilla this nigga was fucking my wife, while i was banging out ashanti sorry @nelly about 7 hours ago via web
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love aint pain, not being on g unit/shady records is about 7 hours ago via web
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@OfficialMissTee Dont make me release this video of you sucking my dick bitch fall back about 7 hours ago via web in reply to OfficialMissTee
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#rubberducky #crayons @offthatop #quackbitch about 7 hours ago via web
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yo real talk after wankster dropped i started using heroin heavy about 7 hours ago via web
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i went from doing shows on mtv to doing shows in rikers, aint that a bitch about 7 hours ago via web
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@raihangh how you gon say im not a real nigga, im a trending topic bitch ass nigga about 7 hours ago via web in reply to raihangh
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Who wants my house number, my kids be sleeping but i dont give a fuck about 7 hours ago via web
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@noreaga http://tinyurl.com/283q7uf nigga fuck you about 7 hours ago via web in reply to noreaga
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@thegame is one of the fakest niggas in the game pun intended about 7 hours ago via web
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man i just texted @50cent, told him id sign to gunit for 50 g's about 7 hours ago via web
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@UPTOWNHARRYO fuck you nigga you aint look out for me either about 7 hours ago via web in reply to UPTOWNHARRYO
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irv gotti aint looking out for none of his former artists, he worried about some of the true stories coming out about him and chris stokes about 7 hours ago via web
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@realmattyG this is jeffery atkins man holla about 7 hours ago via web in reply to realmattyG
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im bot to go to this nigga @50cent house and sit in his driveway till we squash this beef about 7 hours ago via web
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1. Say "Dynamite Music single 'When They See Me' is blowing up click http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WJYmR9_JAq8 about 7 hours ago via web
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@jaggdlynx email me @ ruleyork@me.com goes straight to my iphone about 7 hours ago via web in reply to jaggdlynx
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@offthatop you tha nigga for real #rubberducky about 7 hours ago via web
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4. DJBRyte

Talkin about Ja Rule & 50 this morning on the BBMS... TUNE IN!!! www.103jamz.com @DJBRyte @DJBeeOnline @AnguzBlack about 7 hours ago via web Retweeted by Ruleyork and 3 others
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@BigTiggerShow fuck u nigga your more irrelevent then me about 7 hours ago via web
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@Michelle_Mchll lemme smang it... about 7 hours ago via web in reply to Michelle_Mchll
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@dynamizzy website www.dynamitemusicworld.com this my nigga about 7 hours ago via web
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i ben trying to get verified for a year and when i said ja rule nigga they said who?, i wish @50cent would just call me about 7 hours ago via web
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@Tekmo why everyone saying im hacked? cant i just vent and fuck around? about 7 hours ago via web in reply to Tekmo
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Damn ive had more retweets in the last 15 minutes then i have albums sold in the last 6 years about 7 hours ago via web
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@CassiaChooChoo @offthetop show me your tittays and ill trade you a signed autograph of all my movies with steven segal about 7 hours ago via web in reply to CassiaChooChoo
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fuck @irvgotti that nigga ruined my career, all the drugs, rapin me on royalties, now im going to jail for 2 years.... about 7 hours ago via web
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i wish i coulda signed to g unit about 8 hours ago via web
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@BOLLYWOODBEAV how many records you sold? about 8 hours ago via web in reply to BOLLYWOODBEAV
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@KarlaVaVaVoom shut up bitch, before me and blackchild mean mug you and grunt over a beat about 8 hours ago via web in reply to KarlaVaVaVoom
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@MizBeHaVin79 @50cent soon my nigga soon about 8 hours ago via web in reply to MizBeHaVin79
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but yo for real, why @50cent, had to go at me so hard? clap back was the goat song btw about 8 hours ago via web
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follow @offthatop he is the realest #rubberducky on twitter, where would i be with out him? probably in jail for 2 years..er wait about 8 hours ago via web
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me and irv used to pop extacy analy, gets to your blood stream faster #truestory about 8 hours ago via web
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WHERE WOULD I BE WITH OUT YOUUUUUUUUU about 8 hours ago via web
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1. email me @ ruleyork@me.com about 8 hours ago via web
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shout out to allhiphop.com #ic the world most dangerous site #kimilost about 8 hours ago via web
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@grouchygreg is my nigger for real son, he is behind all this word to @allhiphopcom about 8 hours ago via web
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aight for real tho let me stop playing like i was hacked shout out to @virgo_de_azul she the bestest about 8 hours ago via web
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We should make #offthatop #allhiphop #rubberducky #crayons tranding topics, about 8 hours ago via web
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@dmx is right, i wish i was him about 8 hours ago via web
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i got 21 questions for my nigga @50cent booty hole, your gonna visit for 2 years right? about 8 hours ago via web
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my nigga @50cent is the greatest rapper alive, i wish #ihadcrayons and #rubberducky about 8 hours ago via web
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@50cent ill suck yo dick #holllaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa about 8 hours ago via web
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@ElliottWilson im not hacked i love #rubberducky #hehascrayons #offthatop check this out my wife is nekked http://tinyurl.com/283q7uf about 8 hours ago via web in reply to ElliottWilson
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@50cent, i love you curtis we coulda been great together #rubberducky about 8 hours ago via web
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@50cent man why you had to go in on my career like that tho? you fucked my money up, i get it, your smarter, better rapper... about 8 hours ago via web
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@50cent, Listen man, i was thinking, im sorry i slapped you, i wanna appologize for everything about 8 hours ago via web
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how do you do that.

How can one person break down every brick i worked so hard to create. every inch of my wall took time, concentration, sweat and tears. and one by one. you have managed to break your way through. every brick nearly diminshed. yet, i stand here alone. how do you manage to know exactly when i need you. and even when i dont, and you simply cross my mind... BOOM. there you are.

RIP Joey Pannetti.

a statement, on the eve of a sentance.

Current mood: blessed

joseph michael pannetti is my brother. he was a son, a father, now a grandfather, and one of the most amazing people any of us would ever be lucky enough to meet.
he was a lover of the written word wether penned by himself, or others. Joseph was an artist. joseph was a thinker.
joseph michael pannetti was a man of God, though never in a traditional sense of the word. JOey brought his thoughts, his feeling and his passion to people. His words on paper, or from his own mouth were statements of truth. statements of passion. statements to be headed.
Steadfast like his father, loving like his mother, and humble much like his savior, Joey never asked for much. His only quest in life, was to right the wrongs. To change the world, one person at a time. And he knew that if he desired change, it had to start with him. If we all desire some change, it MUST start within ourselves.
My brother and i didnt always see eye to eye. But it is only now that i realize, that we didnt, only becuse he was on a whole different level. JOey absorbed more in one day, than any of us could even begin to sense in a lifetime. Joey felt pain, his own, yours, hers, his, the worlds.
Joey also felt love.
Joesph was of the kindest souls. HE would never intentionally hurt anyone. He loved everyone he knew, in one way or another. He shared his love freely, in the hopes that others would "pay it forward". Joseph Michael Pannetti was bruised, He was battered and he was put down. But one thing you could never call him, was broken.
Joseph Micheal Pannetti wanted us to know God. His only hope was for us to seek truth. Even when he questioned his purpose, He carried Gods messege of love with him. Was he perfect? no. none of us are. We are human. We are given free will, and it is up to us to decide howto use that. I am proud to be the sister of Joseph Michael Pannetti.
I pray for you, Richard, with deepest sincerety. For this, here today. is nothing. You must now live with what lays on your soul. This is not judgement day. Only God can truly judge, Only GOd can truly sentence. It is up to you to make your choice. Make your own sentance. You chose to take my brothers fate into your own hands, but now i pray that you will do that same for yourself. Cleanse yourself of this stain. Talk to God, ask him for forgiveness. If you are truly willing and ready, he will supply you with what you need. There is no one to blame but your own choices now. His promise is true, and you can change your fate. I only wish my brother had that same chance here on earth. But i rest, as i know he is home with his savior now.


Currently listening:
Songs of Freedom
By Bob Marley & The Wailers
Release date: 1999-11-16





Man gets 20 years in prison for fatal stabbing at Syracuse YMCA (syracuse.com)
by Jim O'Hara / The Post-Standard
Wednesday February 18, 2009, 11:22 AM
Syracuse, NY -- A Syracuse man was sentenced today to 20 years in state prison for fatally stabbing a fellow resident of the downtown YMCA a year ago.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean for any of this to happen," Richard Peterson told County Judge Joseph Fahey. Peterson, 30, of 340 Montgomery St., pleaded guilty Jan. 28 to first-degree manslaughter in the death of Joseph Pannetti.

Pannetti, 36, was stabbed multiple times during a fight in a fifth-floor bathroom at the downtown building on Jan. 23, 2008.

papa Joe

Thursday, November 19, 2009 at 11:50pm

1986: Dad- "eat your vegetables, it wouldnt kill you to try it.."
Sarah "chocolate cake and cheese doodles wont kill me either dad, but you wont let me eat it for dinner"


My dad... hard headed, stuborn, loving, and furry. i wouldnt trade him in for the world. true, we dont always get along. but really, who does. weve argued, he doesnt agree with several of my decisions, but he's my dad. he's supposed to disagree.
but he was right tjere to watch me get my cheerleading trophies, or make a fantastic baton catch... my parents rock.. i really gotta say.h

so, over the last few years, things have somehow manifested into a whole new level of understanding. . i get him now. i may not agree, but i get it.

this man, who told me to eat my vegetables and even got me to try liver once, is facing some serious issues right now. all that healthy eating, has landed him on a suergons table tomorrow, for a quadruple bypass. and im not gonna lie. im scared. i am selfishly NOT ready for my parents to b getting older. They are like peas in a pod. i cannot imagine one without the other.. and i dont think they can either.
yin and yang, they have been the friving force behind my life.. and I thank God daily for them..
besides that, they gave me fantastic hair. ;)

So, with this new era of our lives, I am asking God to handle it.. i learned along time ago, that i cant fix everything. when it is beyond my control, it is up to him..

Lord, please keep him well.. I dont think he's done here yet.. i still dont eat liver.

after the shooting at Virgina Tech..

Tuesday, April 17, 2007 10:24 PM
"Is my Daddy dead?"
Current mood: morose

How can we live in a world where little Aiden has to ask, "Is my Daddy dead?"

How i wish i could live in the little Hokie's world, where anything unneccesary is not in cognition.

Lacerations of our souls are poured into our minds on a daily basis through images streaming in a box. but what we don't see is we are LIVING IN THE BOX. we are shocked when tragedy strikes, and are quick to place blame, but do we stop to ask ourselves do we play a part? Does this not happen everyday?

hopes dreams and prospect of future are shred by our own lack of compassion. by our obsession with self. when is the last time you or i looked at someone, you didn't know, and asked how they were. and if you did, were you really listening? it only takes a second to notice that your friend or neighbor may be in need. or maybe it's you that is in need. are you willing to ask for help?

how about the last time someone held the door for you... did you look at them and say thank you with sincerity? or did you mumble acknowledgement with your back turned. It's simple things that I'm saying here.. simple things. hey, how ya doin. hey, how was your day.. hey- thanks for being in my life...

it's that easy.

please, please, never miss an opprotunity to tell someone you love them, you appreciate them, you're grateful they are in your lives. because as cold as you think it is outside, that persons heart may be growing colder by the minute... you just might be the one to turn it around..

I love you all.

and i mean it till the day i die. and then some.

Willing

Sunday, February 04, 2007 10:45 AM
thats what i think.
Current mood: infuriated

Willing

It's not my problem. It's not my community. It's not my job. It doesn't affect me. One person can't make a difference.
Wrong.

Hate, hostility, resistence, resentment, rasicm- affects us all.

We are not the creators of this system- rascism dates back to the formation of our country tis of thee. Yet we perpetuate this condition of tradition and our own white priviledge when we fail to get involved, becoming responsible for racism when we don't do anything to stop it.so while we didn't cause it, we continue it. And while we won't be able to stop it on our own, we must not turn our backs on taking action.We can make a difference. We can confront the vulgarity when we see it. But it is only when we believe it, that we will see it. As a nation, as a world, as a race of human beings, it is not only our duty, but also our human nature to do what is right. we were not born this way. Hate is a learned calamity.We have a choice. To stand up and take action, side by side, hand in hand, or sit back and wait until March when every one forgets again.

What are you willing to do to make a better world for our children? What are you willing to put on the line to end the hurt. My fair skinned people- What are you willing to give up? Your fancy cars? your corner office? your 5 bedroom colonial in the developments of suburbia, nested away from the pain, the loss, the suffering?

Have you been conditioned to believe the racist lies we are fed thru our mindless surfing?

Have you gotten comfortable with the priviledges that you claim you can't see bestowed upon you by the color of your skin?


Are you deaf to the terror our continued ignorance has thrust on our neighbors all throughout history?
Oh, wait- you think that is is all history. It's over now, is it? It's time to get over it already, is it? Oh, is it February again?
Well, chum, I'm sorry to say to you, hate is alive and well. Look around. Have you ever been underestimated? Have you ever felt isolated, out of place, outnumbered, unheard? Have you ever been the minority?

Would you even be willing to?

How many of you jumped on the bandwagon after 9/11 in the name of peace ? How many of you, in one breath, in one word,spoke of hate, disgust, and diregard?
i declare WAR is not just a cardgame.

How many of you will shake the hand of your dark skinned neighbor with your right, and cast a vote to go to war and kill our killers with your left?
You still don't believe racism exists? Oh, you must be busy, in line to buy your American flag to hang on the fence to keep "them" out. Or maybe you didn't hear the news because you were too wrapped up in your "american" idol. You have become America's next top model when You smile in their faces in February, but turn your back in June.

You say god Bless America, and call for justice by writing a check for your tax deductible contributions to society, by placing your values, your beliefs, Bureacratic right wing left wing liberal or not traditions of condition on the whole, forgetting that the whole is made up of individuals.
Individuals, who,like many of our ancestors, have come to our land of the free , or were forced to come to our home of the brave seeking a star spangled nation of freedom, equality, and maybe a good cup of coffee.
So again, I remind you, we have a choice. To take a stand, or perpetuate the hate. Go ahead. Make a choice. or Go ahead, Stand in line. A new starbucks just opened down the street.

Currently listening:
Fear of a Black Planet
By Public Enemy
Release date: 26 July, 1994